People said I've changed so much , Well here's the truth . I grew up and I stop letting people push me around all the time . I learned that my life can't always be happy :')

March 27, 2011

Uprising :')


I would like to thanks to all the bitches who talk behind my back . Well hating me won't make you look any prettier baby , So pleasee mind your own life :)

Everyone can just come and goo :') Yes , Kau ingat aku apaa ? Hello I'm not an alien , agak agak dah lupaa aku kan then bila kau dah rasa down and down downn baru nak cari aku kn ? Oh okay now I know who you are !
Dah dahh serious stop doing this stupid and most freaking idiot thing , Stop texting mee . Yes aku marah dengan sikap kau yang lupa kawan macam ne . Now kenapa kau cari aku balek ? Sumpah aku tak paham betol --"

KEJAM KAN AKU ? SAMPAI NUMBER KAU PUN AKU DAH DELETE :'D

March 19, 2011

I wish that you're here :'(


Did you know how much I miss you ? Well everyday kita call awak tapi tak pernah pun dapat . my hand is always on my phone waiting for you to call me . please pick up the phone and call me . I wish that you're okay ,

I miss your random texts
:'(

March 14, 2011

Gahh ;)


I say I'm going to study for my test , but it never happens
Okay I will start studying , So boiye boiye to Blogon and and the most freaking thing , Facebook :)

Will come back soon , bye bieee :D * haha


March 13, 2011

meet my tokwan (:


sabtu sampai dokat tikam batu , kedah around pukul 6 am . Kematu duduk dalam keretaa . Nothing much today , membuat sedikit lawatan dari rumah ke rumah . haha ;) then petang jadi minah weng weng ! ayah ajak pegi pekan naek motor . Okay agaknya ne second time rasa naek motor . weird ? yeahh . I think so . before this selalu naek kereta . Aku rasaa tersangatlah pelik bila naek motor . Gahh :O Malam vrommm pegi rumah tokwan pulaa .Sampai rumah tokwan , terlontang because I'm kinda tired * penat gaya dah macam aku yang drive kan .

Keesokan harinya , bangun a little bit late . wink wink then bangun pergi mandy apa semua . Okay kalau duduk kampung mmg tak gemar nak mandy . Air diaa mak datuk , macam mandy air ais . Huhhh , then study addmath . Woahh like my brother said " apa barang balek kampung pun belajar lagi " . Belajar salah ? tak kan kann . Agak agak dah letih duduk la dokat buaian tuhh . Fuhhh , boleh terlenaa tambah tambah bila kena angin sepoi sepoi :) Pastu ajak mak kait buah kelapaa , Gahh tak larat pegang galah punn . hahaa , kelakar wey . Aku balek kampung dah jadi macam orang kampung dahh . Tokwan kita ajar makan sambal buah bacang . Bau diaa cannot goo wey

Okay then pada malam harinyaa , tunggu angah balek rumah tokwan then nak balek Sg long dahh . Malam tuh tokwan kita cerita pasal cicak tokek , tokwan kataa dokat sini orang panggil ' Pok caree ' sound like that laa , tak sure la spell dia betol ke tak . Gila comei wey bila dgr tokwan cerita tuhh . Aku dok gelak sakan jaa . Well , kalau sekarang orang dok gila gila cari binatang tuh dulu tokwan kita bunuh guna racun serangga je wey . Mak kata dulu rumah tokwan banyak benda tuh , kenapa sekarang dah takdo ? nak tengokk dopan mata :O

p/s : Hoy hari hari kita cari awak , tapi selalu takdaa respond . Gahhh . Hate it

March 11, 2011

Please don't dissapoint me again )':

there's three things that I really want in relationship :
Eyes that won't cry , Lips that won't lie and love that won't die


When you're lonely , does it hurt ?
It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose his attention is the only thing that you want ):

March 8, 2011

Your test won't answer itself , Even if you stare at it for an hours (:

Do something to help yourself please , I'll work harder and more harder . Yes I know I can ;) Promise I won't make my parents feel dissapointed on me . I want to be their one and only good daughter and I want to make them proud of me ! Okay ayah and ibu , One day I will give want you want from mee . I'll give you a happier life (:

You need to know , how much I love you Ayah & Ibu

p/s : Akak selalu doa agar ibu dgn ayah panjang umur so that both of you boleh tengok satu satu anak perempuan ayah dgn ibu ni berjayaa kan ? I want to see your big big smile .
Ya Allah berikan-lah hambamu ini peluang untuk membahagiakan hidup mereka * Amin (':



March 7, 2011

old classmates ):


Pagi pagi lagi dah bangun , mandy then gooo ikut along dgn ibu sekaly . Okay cara macam ne jimat duet tambang cuma kena korban masa bangun awal je . Save your money money baby :) money is everything now . Okay aku bukan kedekut hanya berJIMAT . but duit aku still membazir dkt benda lain . Cool !

Phftt , jalan jam gilaa duhh . tengok ragam manusia bawak keretaa hoi kindaa crazy . My brother is one of them , haha . Along kata ' kalau macam ne , kena bijak cari jalan ' kalau tak main cilok cilok ini macam , for sure pukul 1 pun tak sampai lg kan . Around pukul 10 lebih sampai , then ikut ibu pergi tempat keje and that time for me to study . study ? yes I doo .

I'm doing my addmath exercise , Okay aku buat that exercise dari pukul 10 tuh sampai 1.30 dapat lah jugak ilmu kan kann , I do appreciate my timee now tahu tak ? bertekad nak I-pad so I need to work harder than before , but sekarang aku lebih focus dkt addmath , yang lain tak study pung . Oh maybee sbb this subject selalu kasi spoil my result . Grrr , After that poi laa mgs . sampai sanaa orang tengok laen macam je :O hello I'm not an alien !

Buat muka tembok pegi lah cari wani dkt kantin yang ramei orang tuh , Wowww stupidas . they tell me that I look different , HAHA . kinda funny oke dokey . Tengok dieorang practise bunce house , gahh bersemangat sungguh mereka or maybe sbb bunce house punya presiden tuhh garang . hahaa :D * sorry chot . Pastuh pastuh jumpa all my old classmates , I miss you guys doeee .

Semua macam shocked tgk aku ada dkt situu . Yang Umi , ain semua maen cocok cocok domo aku pulakk . haha . ape daaaa --" salam salam then bila ckp schl cuti due to h1n1 kes semua kesat kesat tangan . bengong ahh ! Aku bebas kot , sehat kuat dan sewaktu denganya that's why I'm hereee . After bunce house finish , lepak dgn wani dkt central market , Gahh dekat nak separuh mati tawaf tempat tuhh . Okay no idea nak buat apaa , sebab on that time hujan lobat sangatnyo ): nak gerak poi mana mana ta boleh .

Pukul 6 agaknyaa , balek dari Central market then pergi tempat ibu kerja ibu balek . Sambung buat addmath balek then shopping siket . hahaa ;) pukul 9 malam baru balek . Gahhhhhhh , penat sangat sangat balek mandy , texting and sleeping . Sekolah cepat lah bukak , sudah mulaa boring duduk dekat rumah . Serious :(

Phftt , Wani I love to listened to your story . Sweet ;) thanks for today geng .

March 6, 2011

fav sing song .

my love story is just like a fairy tale , gawshh . Please don’t say you love me unless you really mean it ,
because I might do something crazy to believe it :') Imy day by day awak .




P/s : Missing someone is your heart way of reminding you that you love them :)

March 5, 2011

refresh again :)


Okay , Imma be an active blogger again . I miss you blogonn (': tangan kita hari hari gatal nak buat vandalisme dkt sini . yess serious ! but sometimess my mood fly fly away just like that and the main point is I don't have timee . Todayy sempat buat siket renovation je . Sompat tukar background , Seee Oliver Sykes ♥ again and over again . He's damn handsome right ? and sompat edit side bar tepi ne plus pluss lagu tuhh . Hello idea cepat la resap dalam otak nee , I don't think that my blog stll look attractive like beforee . Blog dah macam takda tuan . haha

Okay just wait and see , All my storay will update slowly . Pelan pelan kayuh (;

No Matter what , Faragon stll with you (:

March 2, 2011

I'm sorry

what can i says is I'm sorry (:


  • I'm sorry because I hurt youu
  • I'm sorry because I'm not good enough
  • I'm sorry because I'm not trying to understand you
  • I'm sorry because I never want to listen to your explanation
  • I'm sorry because I love to spoil your mood
  • I'm sorry because I'm not being caring enough
  • I'm sorry for everything that I've done
after this there's no more post that can hurt youu , promiseee love

March 1, 2011

Great day with family .

Happy birthday to youu , happy birthday to youu brother :) May Allah bless you angah .


Phftt , I've such a great day with my family tonight . Anyway , thanks to sys Ainiey :) Dia murah hati sponser this nikon D300s cake for my brother birthday . Makan steamboat dokat restoran tupai tupai sanaa . Awesomeee :D makan pun dia belanjaa . thanks once again . sangat kenyang makan hari ne . haha , nak buat suprise konon tak jadi . hahaa :D Along ah ney , park kereta dkt dpn dpn restoran tu , mmg la angah perasan .


Tadaaaa , tengok that Nikon D300s cake sodap hoi hoi ! haha but if makang ken , gigi terus biru . Fyi , my brother macam tak rela nak potong . haha , sayang agaknyaa . Stop cerita pasal cake , haha then balek tuhh singgah mana entah nama tempat tuhh , boli t-shirt Elmo lagi . Yehaaaa , after this nak collect domo t-shirt je . stop buying elmoo item dah laa . Sampai rumah dah dekat nak pukul 1 dahh , sumpah penat . balek tuhh terus jah tidoooo

Woot , my brother punya birthday sama dgn bieber punya birthday tawww ;D